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[22 May 2005|03:19pm] |
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I'm Not a Faggot! Oh dear. I don’t seem to be a faggot at all. Luckily, George Hennard, Robert Mochrie, Timothy McVeigh, and George W Bush are all world famous non-homosexuals (probably) upon which I can model my sad little unfulfilling life. I grew up being taught serious and important things like sports and engine mechanics, with little time for the frivolity and campness which faggotry encourages. I am depressed and I often cut myself. I wet the bed when I was younger. Um. Yesterday. What kind of Faggot are you? Brought to you by Pushing Through</a>
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[03 May 2005|09:20pm] |
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Does anybody remember that episode of Are you Afraid Of the Dark where the TV came on and the people with no face were talking? that was scary as fuck.
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[27 Apr 2005|01:26pm] |
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New layout and shit thanks to the unbeleivably fantastic tiffany todd. Today might be cool, but there is a strong chance it wont be, that sucks.
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| clickity clank |
[25 Apr 2005|07:18pm] |
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Yo niggaz. This shit is so boring. Nobody is ever around. I might be hanging out with alysia tommorow, or sometime this week, that should be fun. I ran out of bud, im so fucking depressed now. I borrowed scarface from sean, and am going to watch it tonight, should be bad ass. i'll update again when something cool happens.
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| fda |
[23 Apr 2005|12:27am] |
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I should update, but im not guna, and you can't make me.
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| Im a hu$$tla baby |
[19 Apr 2005|06:57pm] |
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Fuck, im so bored. Im having a really bad time at home. Im into the kinda shit you go see the guindance counselour and bitch about, and you act all moody and secritive with all your freinds about. But I dont do that, and i appreciate me not putting myself through that, and letting it effect my school life. My whole shit fell apart this week, i got busted smokin dope on my back porch, causing my mom to loose all faith in me, and if that wasn't bad enough. The next day, my moms best freind told her about seeing me smoking ciggarettes(which i have sworn up and down for like my whole life that i'd never do) in front of signal street. I expected to get in trouble, but i never expected it to get so bad. As far as i'm concerened, its normal teenager stuff. Nothing terrible or even mildly bad has come of it, no cops, no suspensions, nothing. And i know for a fact that they did it when they were my age. I just, dont know how to deal with my parents hating me so bad...Its never been like this before. Thats why im so glad i got my dawgs, my real freinds like the ciampas, lysia, tiffany and everybody else. If i didn't have them to look forward to seeing, to change the mood of my life, i dont know what i would do. Im also happy i rap, it gives me something to do to kill the time. Im on the verge of convincing myself i suck and stopping, so i dont know how long this will last.
I suppose there isn't much else to say, goodbye.
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| Chynnnz |
[16 Apr 2005|01:10pm] |
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Hey, im updating. I sort of have a life again, in the fat mafia. I been hangin out with the Ciampa's a lot. I got busted smokin the other day, that sucked. BAMM BOOM the end of the entry is here already, bye.
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| hey |
[30 Mar 2005|06:41pm] |
what are freinds? freinds aren't freinds but enemys with secret identities
Hey there, english homework to do, math homework to do, just a lot of shit to be doing this evening...Does school work make up for not accttually having a life? NO, not at all.. Im such a sad excuse for a person. bye
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| the call me spit fire fi-fi-fi-fi |
[29 Mar 2005|06:51pm] |
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Today was cool, im doing good in school, i went for a walk with shannon, ive been listening to biggie and pac and snoop a lot, i hate mrs. clauson with every bone in my body.... bye
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| I demand my payment in cash. |
[28 Mar 2005|09:05pm] |
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You know what? I'd love to do one of those "hey, leave a memorie or funny story blah blah blah" entries, but i can't, becuase i dont have any... Nothing on the agenda for this week, except working my balls off to catch up in economics. I might be hanging out with my cousin next weekend, should be cool. Joe Britton is cool, he listens to fu manchu.... MSI concert is coming up fast...should be pretty fucking bad ass... I neeeed 1 dollar from everybody who reads this...that would be sweet.
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[26 Mar 2005|07:47pm] |
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Dude, this fucking sucks. I got ripped off yesterday by biggie, im fuckin 25 bucks down... My cousin ryan is over now, and we are just fuckin sittin around and time is seriously CRAWLING by... Maybe we'll get stoned later, peace...
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| sup nukkas |
[24 Mar 2005|08:06pm] |
So hey, whats happening? Nothing here, except i've been pogoing my ass off lately. I know it must sound gay, but pogo sticking is the most fun thing ever. Its such good exersize too, and i haven't been eating much this week. MARK MY WORDS, i will be not as fat by the beginning of next school year.. The weather has been getting so nice lately, i can't wait till summer, swimming, hangin with freinds all day (if i have some by then)...and BUD!:) aiight peace
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| GICKI |
[17 Mar 2005|02:47pm] |
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Hey kids, today was boring, nate came over for a little bit, and we played DDR... it was cool. Now im sitting her doing nothing like i always do, i was gunna go on a diet today, and then fucked it up... I have NO will power at all... BEY
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[16 Mar 2005|07:41pm] |
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WHAT THE FUCK? When i was sad and bitchin i at least got 2 comments, you love the drama? Damn, that shit is eye openin, nobody cares about you till your life is shit. Today wasn't bad, me and james got stoned this morning, that made the day go way faster. In A block we finished "Because of Winn-Dixie" and i was very dissapointed by the ending. In b block we watched a video of live birth, that did nothing but confirm my love for hairy baby-spittin vaginas<3. C block was alright, im gettin a 58, so i gotta stay after sometime next week and make stuff i missed up. D block was cool, i finished some monkey test, then just listenend to music for 2 hours...
I hate her...
There are a few things i want to do before i die. For one, I wanna go to Denny's Beer Barrel Pub and try eating their 10 pounds hamburger, I wanna go to seattle and drink coffee, I want to beat up a jap, I want to save a life, i want to start a forest fire, i want to break a HUGE window, i wanna go to a million concerts, i want to wrestle an alligator, i wanna have a Nathans Hotdog... thats about it so far..
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| blue and yelllow purple pills |
[15 Mar 2005|06:56pm] |
Yo. Today was alright, i just watched some of 3 ninjas for the first time in like 20 years, and that movie still kicks ass. I'm not gunna do my homework again...cool. bye
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| big happy asshole |
[14 Mar 2005|07:23pm] |
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This is the entry where i say happy stuff.
I like music. Anykind I like the way i feel when i wake up at like 1:20 in the morning, under my blankets, knowing i still got like 4 hours to sleep, thats the happiest i am all day. I like to sneeze. I like it when my ears pop when i yawn. I like it when my dad makes me eggs in the morning. I LOVE TV I like going to family functions, i love feeling close to people. I like being able to tell people that they eat poop I like blacklights I like hot coacoa mix with water I like british humor. I like to strettttch in themorning. I love to put the water on SUPER hot in the shower, and just stand under it. I like hotel room beds. I like it when i go to supper, and my drink is already poured for me I like it when people comment in my journal I love gina. I like techno, dancing by myself and fliping the lights on and off I like swimming I like the fact that even though im a big boy, i can still do front flips and sutff.
Well, reminising about all the stuff that i like has made me feel a lot better.. Goodbye
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| Big Whiny Bitch |
[14 Mar 2005|07:14pm] |
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This is my entry where i get to bitch.
i hate not having freinds i hate the way certain people look at me i hate when your super cool to someone and they dont invite you to there birthday party I hate the feeling i get when i walk mid-way into someone else conversation i hate ryan brown and mike cyphers I hate the way im a fucking clown at school I hate the way fairweather freinds are so numerous. I hate having to try. I hate the fact that my parents think im a pot-head loser. I hate the fact that i never have anybody to hang out with. I hate the fact that i have no close freinds. I hate the way all my conversations with people never go further then "Hey whats up?" I hate the way Mrs. Clauson talks to me. I hate the way i bend so easily in bargains, or deals... i dont know if you can understand that....i'll give you an example from when i was little me: "Hey man, i'll trade you this pokeman card for that pokeman card." him: "yeah, thats a really cool card man, i'll do it if you throw in that other card too" me: "oh sorry man, i can't do that, lets just trade these two." him: "no its alright, i can live without it" Me: "Oh come on...fine, i'll trade you both" Its been that way my whole life and i hate it. I hate the way i can't tell if someone is acctually my freind I hate the way some people act. I hate being fat. I hate the fact that my parents call me fat. I hate this feeling, I ALWAYS give people who bitch about how they feel shit...but, i dont like feeling this way.... and besides that, its my journal thing....
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| Kill Kill Kill Kill Kill the poor |
[14 Mar 2005|06:13pm] |
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Whats up bitches? Not a whole lot here, just a lot of being fucking bored and not doing my homework. Some fucking idiot commented on my journal talking about my squeaky voice(??). So how about you go to the comments of my last entry, and call her a fucking idiot for me? THANKS.
Today was nothing special, i got most of my stuff done, and went to the rec and got the application for working papers today...Job on the way:) Alysia is cool for commenting in my journal, and so is torey.
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| yeah |
[13 Mar 2005|09:55am] |
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Hi, this is the first time i've updated in 6 thousand years. Nothing has happend to me in the longest time, i swear i have the most boring life ever. I mean, i suppose i have freinds at school, but nobody ever wants to hang out with me or anything... Today im trying to get ahold of alek to see if he wants to do something, because he is pretty cool. I wanna be in a band, but i dont want to do hard work, so i vote it should be a punk band.
goodbye...and thank you torey for commenting so much:)
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